You might be wondering why the topic sounds so crazy; but yes. It’s true. This is not a Hyperbole. I’m not overreacting! We all have that one friend who’s a total jerk; but we always end up forgiving them anyway. Well, that’s the case.
I have this friend who’s an absolute jerk. He insults and belittles me all the time. Thinking he’s better than me. He calls me stupid, or an idiot, and says I’m pathetic. And when I react, it’s like I get angry all the time. Then he ends up apologising and I make the mistake of actually forgiving him because I throw shade too whenever he decides to insult me. And sometimes he says it’s a joke but it’s really annoying and I get pissed off easily.
But, he went too far this time. We had another dumb fight over something irrelevant and after throwing shade; which he started, he was like “….you might as well kill yourself before I do”. To be honest, I’m a bit surprised and shocked because for someone to tell me to kill myself, that’s just too much! That word is something I can’t accept because of what I’ve had to deal with in the past. Not only is it horrible, it’s also hurtful. I don’t think I can forgive anyone for telling me to kill myself. Like, don’t I matter? I’m a human being for God’s sake! This is the worse thing anyone has ever said to me; and I’ve been told a lot of horrible things in the past before. Now, everything I’ve tried to forget is coming back. This just isn’t right. No one has to be told something like that.